POETRY
Words ring in my mind at night and in the early morning, throughout the day, and when least expected. I have written some of them down. I hope you enjoy reading them and that they might strike a chord in your heart and mind.
A WOMAN WORTH KNOWING
Here I am, the new one, the one whose name is not known
Smiling faces look at me with curiosity
Who is she they wonder, is she someone worth knowing?
Some are not interested enough to even look, or if they look, do not smile
I am asking myself that same question
Who are they, are they worth knowing?
Are they nice people, or snobs used to turning up their noses
At ordinary middle-class people?
Or are they just pretending to be someone they are not?
I adjust the mask on my face and smile back
At least they cannot read my thoughts
I can read theirs as long as they do not hide
So, why am I here, I question myself?
The answer is unclear, but it has something to do
With wanting to be accepted, wanting to fit in,
Wanting to be a woman worth knowing.
If these things do not happen, I will not cry
I will not rent my clothing or hide in my sanctuary
I will feel sorry that they have lost the opportunity
To know me, a woman worth knowing
ANGEL TEARS
I guess that I can understand why they would feel so sad
Since in this world there seems to be much less good than bad
The lightning bolts that brightly hurl across the midnight sky
Like weapons from another world as they go whizzing by
Strike fear into the hearts of men and when the thunder booms
Many who are usually brave hide in their safe bedrooms
Beneath the cover goes their head until the storm shall pass
Another lesson has been taught by Angels to their class
When the worst is over and the sun begins to shine
Sometimes there is a rainbow to tell us all is fine
I'd like to think the rainbow is just the Angels' smiles
In colors that delight the eye that can be seen for miles
CLOUDS
When I was a kid I used to lie
In the grass on my back and watch the sky
Drawing pictures above me in blue and white
Sometimes disturbed by a passing kite
Look, there's a princess trailing her hair
Just beyond is a castle puffy and fair
She drifts out of sight but there's something new
A dog with a long tail that soon vanishes too
Dreams are created in the blue overhead
Changing more quickly than the ones in your bed
Tigers and lions and elephants parade
In the heavens above a ghostly charade
Smoke curls from tendrils of a fair maiden's hair
A knight on a horse gallops off in thin air
The sun is just watching and winking its rays
I wish I could go back to those childhood days
When nothing important was beckoning me
But the clouds in the sky and the pictures I'd see
So simple and innocent the clouds of your youth
Adulthood brings storm clouds that speak only the truth
With booming to shake your bones and rattle your teeth
And jagged streaks of electricity strike the ground beneath
The only thing left of your childhood cloud play
Is the beauty of a rainbow when the storm clears away
FOREVER
When I die, don't bury me just put me in the fire
Then throw my ashes in the sea to sink on muck and mire
Perhaps a mermaid or a whale will swim where I do lay
Or porpoises frolic tail to tail on a lovely summer's day
Don't even cry, just tell a tale a story full of fun
And know that I am listening somewhere beyond the sun
And when the day is over be filled with light and cheer
For though you cannot see me I always will be here
Just close your eyes and think of me I'll come into your mind
And memories of my hugs and kisses will leave all grief behind
For I will always love you all throughout eternity
Until the day you heed the call and reunite with me
RELEASE
I wrote a poem that did not rhyme
I thought I'd try it one more time
But nothing came though hard I tried
Could there be nothing left inside?
A little verse came peeping through
So I quickly wrote it down for you
It's short and sweet not long to read
Just something for your soul to feed
I went down to the shore one day
I watched the waves and gulls at play
Down in the sand and the waves I sat
They soaked my body from shoes to hat
I pretended I did not mind
I walked away and left behind
All my sadness and all my woe
So out to sea it all would go
I wore a smile as I walked away
For now I start a brand new day
Free of care and free of hurt
I buried it all in the sandy dirt
THE SOUND OF PEACE
Peace comes without a warning quietly
As a whisper, softly as a kiss
Brushed against a cheek
War announces itself at the top of its lungs
Breathing fire, how can Mankind survive the need
For power and land without brandishing weapons
Or threats of nuclear war?
Such power frightens everyone except
The foolish and the greedy.
Someone will always play the game without rules,
Without conscience, without regard to the
consequences.
We must each try to find peace at least
Within ourselves, pray that evil will not triumph, while
Time and sanity brings a quiet peace
On tiptoe so as not to disturb the sleeping beast
As we weave our way around the Specter of War,
the Devil’s feast
There we may find hidden from view
The treasure we call peace
WORD POWER
We speak and sometimes our words are
Like bullets piercing the facade of
Someone’s spirit that even with healing
Leaves scar tissue as a reminder
Not knowing how much impact we may have
By harnessing the power that lives
In our tongues and in our mind
We can determine how best to use it
Countries have been won and lost with
Words, fiery or empty throughout the ages
Relationships have been formed and broken
With words that sting cheap watches or soothe
Using restraint or letting it loose
Will determine what events may occur
From words, an elusive weapon
More powerful than any man can create
© 2002 Roselyn M. Crewse